Forgotten?

Things changed from time to time, what I used to have and what I'm having. Or even what I heard before and what I see now. Promises, thoughts, behavior towards a person or how people behave, all varies through the situation and environment that you are having.

I doubt, will a person that used to call you his or her friend is always your friend?

Will a person who said that she love you will love you for eternity?

Will a person who you used to trust never betray you in your life time?

I doubt.

I doubt, is loneliness faced by people with high position?

Like a warrior who could not share his feeling that he should not show any of his weakness to anybody?

Or anyone else that he don't trust anybody and spend his time for his own just because he's afraid of betrayal?

Or, maybe loneliness is a life that a person should have for having some consequences.

But loneliness is not his fault for some reason.

He wish to have many friends but he couldn't get along with them.

He wish to have people who cares him a lot but nobody does.

He wish to have people that remember him always but there's no such people.

He even wish anybody that he like or dislike just to realize that he is there, but it's looks like he is having an invisible cloak, covering him and make him binds to the surrounding.

Or maybe he used to have everything that I mention just now, but all gone for certain reason.

A reason he might know or not. But if there is, there's also have another reason that he do so.

A reason that he couldn't tell anyone. And leads him to the doom of loneliness, until the other ray of hope comes to claim him.

But when is it? Or the ray doesn't existed? I doubt.

Reason? what kind of reason that changed everything? Future? Or just things that happening now? I doubt.

Things that you think it's just happen for a while might stand a chance to happen forever?

Or even things that you wish to happen forever, but is just an illusion for a while?

Lies covered our vision, and all of us have an opportunity to believe it and change it to reality, or never believe it, giving in for changing anything.

Whenever what decision you make, is it wise or it looks wise? I doubt.

Preoccupied? Or forgotten?

All those things are tragedy that something that can't be lack without him, changed to be another property of others.

Something that they used to share, but now looks like a secret for him.

Someone that he think he won't be isolated but obviously, he's been isolated.

It used to be a big happy family but now lies form a mask and become a new face for each one of them.

He should have know earlier but he put his bet on his life. And of course, he dies in vain.

Sacrificial that made by him forgotten. Time, Effort, everything he spend, lost.

A successful coast for them but for him?

Did he get anything at last? I doubt.

Or maybe he does something, but it's useless for them.

He sacrifice something, but there's other person had done more.

He spend his time and effort but it doesn't help at all.

Or maybe he is nothing from the beginning? I doubt.

Loneliness is not his choice, but it's his only choice to take.

It looks like he remains unchanged but it's actually changed a lot.

Through out his life, he wondered that is it possible for him to fight alone?

Or can't even stand a chance to fight and died in vain in a cruel, brutal battle.

Flesh scattered everywhere and blood paints the ground to red.

This is how his life should end, live for a impossible mission and die for trying to accomplish it.

Fate of a forgotten warrior...